Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin. For he that is dead is freed from sin. Romans 6:6-7 KJV
Why would anyone want to commit suicide? Suicide is futile and final. It offers no hope for the future.
Being crucified with Christ, on the other hand, brings death to the old person and vibrant eternal life through resurrection in Christ.
Yes, receiving Jesus Christ puts the old you to death and wipes away all the guilt, shame, hopelessness and despair. It also includes you in His being raised from the dead so that you can experience forgiveness, hope and an expectation of good things to come.
Don’t take your life.
Give your life to Jesus and watch what He will do with it.